Post by Rena on Jul 30, 2006 13:42:54 GMT -5
Wow...I can't believe I've been here two years this August. Looking back on the conflict resolution boards, I was able to smile and laugh about soem of the 'huge' dramas throughout some of the two-years I've spent here (most caused by me ). Reading every post, every word, every line...I realised that almost 100% of it was unneeded and unneccesary , though you never know what you might write when you're pissed off, and there's a few things I just want to say...
To everyone I have picked a fight with, picked on, and made small situations seem like dinosoars roamed the earth again, I am very sorry. I geuss I was in a stage of my life where I felt like I needed to play some distressed damselle and have everyone feel bad for me. That's not the case anymore, and that's not the life I want to lead. I nolonger want to walk with a chip on my shoulder, and lies crowling up my back.
Rose: We have had our ups and downs, darling, but we've always found a way to just move on after a fight. Fighting with you is so funny because we fight and then drop it and pretend like nothing ever happened and go back to our friendship. I don't think I'd rather fight with anyone else but you. We have had our power struggles, and at times I have requested your ban in the past (I'm sorry), but through it all you have been a great friend. Thank you for everything.
Alicia: Wow, hunni, we've had quite the 2-year roller coaster. I don't think I've ever fought with you directly, which is good, and I have always looked up to you as some mystical writing god. You were understanding and very gentle to many thigns I have confided in you with. I love ya hunni, and thank you for always being there for me.
BK: Looking at the conflict resolution threads, we have definately had our ups and downs. More recently, both you and I have been getting along perfectly. You and I talk for a while, don't talk for a while, talk for a while and so on. I always have fun talking to you because we just talk about absolute shit and love it. My little homie, lol, I will always think of you as a great friend. I remember the day you told me everyone liked Jade better than me, and I laugh at that now. It's so funny to see what everyone did to piss people off...and I think you and I were the perfect exaples. We'd say shit to eachother and pretend as if we either didn't mean it like that or enevr said it at all (when we could get away with it). lol thanks for all the fun drama and always being there for em when I needed someone to be here for me. Thanks, baby
Hunter: Wow, two years babe. I used to adore our friendship, and I used to look at you like some great person. I read this one conflict boards where you had upset me and you were apoligising, telling me how sad you are to lose our friendship and that you would be happier if we could go back and be friends. This is how I will always remember you, regardless of our recent bouts of fighting. You have always been kind and gentle, and so funny. You made me laugh, as well as cry, and you were always there to be a friend. I remember when you told everyone your were fourteen (or 15) instead of eighteen, and I didn't care. You were still the same person inside and out, and I still enjoyed talking to you (though our sex conversations turned quite stale after that ). You have such a great personality, amazing writing skills, and such wit. You're very smart too, and I have always enjoyed my conversations with you. I do regret allowing our friendship to rot, and I wish I could flourish it once again....but it does take two to tango, dear. Thanks for eevrything you've doen to me in the past, and hopefully thanks for letting us have a future friendship.
Dan: My little football star. I always told you that you'd be a big pro one day, though you denied it. Everyone thinks you're some stuck up asshole, but I know better. You are a great person, and don't let tohers tell you differently. It's funny, because I really hated you before I got to know you. Thanks for all the good times...Oh, and Dan, Pyramid head sleeps under your bed...lol.
RDK: AR DEE KAY!! lol, hunni, I think we've only had one fight in our lvies knowing eachother. We always get along so great, and we just play off from eachother. For two years we had oine little drama about you thinking I was annoying, btu i can't really rememebr much of it. We solved it outside of ACW and we're perfect as pie now ^_^. Thanks for lettign me laugh all the time everythime I talk to you.
Sarin: Darling, I haven't known you for two years...but the time I've known you has definately been fun. You and I gossip together like no toher, and I have had so much fun. Our little side project outside of ACW we did together was the best time of my life, and I love chillin with you. We dated the same guy (big mistake for both of us), and I wish you the best with everythig in the future.
Jade: I ahve known you before you came to ACW, and I used to have a huge crush on your current boyfriend of over a year. I think we even fought over him, lol, but you clearly won! You have such an infectious personality and I really enjoy the time when we are together. I rewmember telling you about Dill Pickle chips becuase you thought it was weird that Dill Pickle was a potato chip flavor lol. We've had our fair share of fgihts, but we always find a way to get over it. You have always been a great friend to me and I enjoy every minute we spend. I will continue to be there when you and brandon have yoiur little fights, and I will always be there to be your cry-on shoulder. I love you babe.
Yoko: My, my, Yoko. We have definately had tons and tons of emmorable fights between us. I admire you beyond admiration. You are such a strong person and I hope you strive to realise that. Your heart is as big as Kristie Alley before jenny Craig. I always nagged you about enevr being in your AIM profile, but that's alright. You are a great person to talk to, and thanks for being there.
Santiago: We fight, bitch, scream, yell, talk shit...but through it all I still adore your personality. You are an amazing personand thanks for understanding when I'm a big bitch all the time. lol. thanks.
Senator: We've been pretty good for these past years, and I enjoy talking to you (once in a while). You were Rena's first real boyfriend, and thanks for letting that happen. I wish you all the ebst in the future with everything, and great job at being a good friend.
and last but definately not least....
Latino: oh my god. two years, eh? I told you that I'd have a little two year celebration, didn't I? before you left on your little vacation we had a little fight, and I'm sorry for hurting your feelings. We have had our fair share of drama and heart break for two years. You lvoed me, I didn't love you...I loved you, you didn't love me...this was an ongoing battle for about two years, I think..lol. After it all I'm glad we're friends and I wouldn't want anything else to come out of it. You have always been there for me, and you have always let me vent on you. You're so calm and serene, and I love you take a security side to everything. You don't overexaggerate or over use a dramatic situation. You're always looking at things from an outsiders opinion, and that's why everyone loves you so much. One day, a girl will be so lucky as to meet and one day marry you. You are a great person, and don't ever doubt that. I was luky to have you lvoe em once, as everyone should be. You have a heart of gold, and I love just when we would talk for hours on end and have nothing to say but shit, but we had fun. You'd stay up late just tot alk to me, and you would often confide in me on many things. I used to hate you, and you knew that...too by the book. But I learned that ebing such a way is what ultimately made em fall inlove with you. Of course, we're great friends now, and that';s all I want ti to be. Here's to two years, and thankfully more. I heart you my Latin Hunk of man....and one day i will finally make you something for lunch like you always beg me to.
I'm sorry if I forgot some significant person in my life, and if I remember I will surely edit this...The reason I said "To everyone in ACW" is ebcause there's soemthing I want to say. For two years, I have ben lying about something...and I feel it needs to be said. Most of the people I mentioned before this already knew abiout this, and was kind enough to keep it such as a secret until I was ready to have it known. My name is not Rena Matheson, and I am not female. My anme is Cody, and I am infact a homosexual male residing in Canada. There is a long story as to why I came here as a female, one that if you care to know I will tell you. Just know that previous to ACW I was amde fun of for being gay at another RPG site, and I came here and decided that I wasn't going to lwet that happen again. I'ms orry for leading you guys on, and making you believe that I was female...but I can assure I promised noone any outsiders relationship or anything...Latino knows that first hand. Thank you all for understanding everything, and I love you all.
xoxoxx
thank you.
here's to two years!
To everyone I have picked a fight with, picked on, and made small situations seem like dinosoars roamed the earth again, I am very sorry. I geuss I was in a stage of my life where I felt like I needed to play some distressed damselle and have everyone feel bad for me. That's not the case anymore, and that's not the life I want to lead. I nolonger want to walk with a chip on my shoulder, and lies crowling up my back.
Rose: We have had our ups and downs, darling, but we've always found a way to just move on after a fight. Fighting with you is so funny because we fight and then drop it and pretend like nothing ever happened and go back to our friendship. I don't think I'd rather fight with anyone else but you. We have had our power struggles, and at times I have requested your ban in the past (I'm sorry), but through it all you have been a great friend. Thank you for everything.
Alicia: Wow, hunni, we've had quite the 2-year roller coaster. I don't think I've ever fought with you directly, which is good, and I have always looked up to you as some mystical writing god. You were understanding and very gentle to many thigns I have confided in you with. I love ya hunni, and thank you for always being there for me.
BK: Looking at the conflict resolution threads, we have definately had our ups and downs. More recently, both you and I have been getting along perfectly. You and I talk for a while, don't talk for a while, talk for a while and so on. I always have fun talking to you because we just talk about absolute shit and love it. My little homie, lol, I will always think of you as a great friend. I remember the day you told me everyone liked Jade better than me, and I laugh at that now. It's so funny to see what everyone did to piss people off...and I think you and I were the perfect exaples. We'd say shit to eachother and pretend as if we either didn't mean it like that or enevr said it at all (when we could get away with it). lol thanks for all the fun drama and always being there for em when I needed someone to be here for me. Thanks, baby
Hunter: Wow, two years babe. I used to adore our friendship, and I used to look at you like some great person. I read this one conflict boards where you had upset me and you were apoligising, telling me how sad you are to lose our friendship and that you would be happier if we could go back and be friends. This is how I will always remember you, regardless of our recent bouts of fighting. You have always been kind and gentle, and so funny. You made me laugh, as well as cry, and you were always there to be a friend. I remember when you told everyone your were fourteen (or 15) instead of eighteen, and I didn't care. You were still the same person inside and out, and I still enjoyed talking to you (though our sex conversations turned quite stale after that ). You have such a great personality, amazing writing skills, and such wit. You're very smart too, and I have always enjoyed my conversations with you. I do regret allowing our friendship to rot, and I wish I could flourish it once again....but it does take two to tango, dear. Thanks for eevrything you've doen to me in the past, and hopefully thanks for letting us have a future friendship.
Dan: My little football star. I always told you that you'd be a big pro one day, though you denied it. Everyone thinks you're some stuck up asshole, but I know better. You are a great person, and don't let tohers tell you differently. It's funny, because I really hated you before I got to know you. Thanks for all the good times...Oh, and Dan, Pyramid head sleeps under your bed...lol.
RDK: AR DEE KAY!! lol, hunni, I think we've only had one fight in our lvies knowing eachother. We always get along so great, and we just play off from eachother. For two years we had oine little drama about you thinking I was annoying, btu i can't really rememebr much of it. We solved it outside of ACW and we're perfect as pie now ^_^. Thanks for lettign me laugh all the time everythime I talk to you.
Sarin: Darling, I haven't known you for two years...but the time I've known you has definately been fun. You and I gossip together like no toher, and I have had so much fun. Our little side project outside of ACW we did together was the best time of my life, and I love chillin with you. We dated the same guy (big mistake for both of us), and I wish you the best with everythig in the future.
Jade: I ahve known you before you came to ACW, and I used to have a huge crush on your current boyfriend of over a year. I think we even fought over him, lol, but you clearly won! You have such an infectious personality and I really enjoy the time when we are together. I rewmember telling you about Dill Pickle chips becuase you thought it was weird that Dill Pickle was a potato chip flavor lol. We've had our fair share of fgihts, but we always find a way to get over it. You have always been a great friend to me and I enjoy every minute we spend. I will continue to be there when you and brandon have yoiur little fights, and I will always be there to be your cry-on shoulder. I love you babe.
Yoko: My, my, Yoko. We have definately had tons and tons of emmorable fights between us. I admire you beyond admiration. You are such a strong person and I hope you strive to realise that. Your heart is as big as Kristie Alley before jenny Craig. I always nagged you about enevr being in your AIM profile, but that's alright. You are a great person to talk to, and thanks for being there.
Santiago: We fight, bitch, scream, yell, talk shit...but through it all I still adore your personality. You are an amazing personand thanks for understanding when I'm a big bitch all the time. lol. thanks.
Senator: We've been pretty good for these past years, and I enjoy talking to you (once in a while). You were Rena's first real boyfriend, and thanks for letting that happen. I wish you all the ebst in the future with everything, and great job at being a good friend.
and last but definately not least....
Latino: oh my god. two years, eh? I told you that I'd have a little two year celebration, didn't I? before you left on your little vacation we had a little fight, and I'm sorry for hurting your feelings. We have had our fair share of drama and heart break for two years. You lvoed me, I didn't love you...I loved you, you didn't love me...this was an ongoing battle for about two years, I think..lol. After it all I'm glad we're friends and I wouldn't want anything else to come out of it. You have always been there for me, and you have always let me vent on you. You're so calm and serene, and I love you take a security side to everything. You don't overexaggerate or over use a dramatic situation. You're always looking at things from an outsiders opinion, and that's why everyone loves you so much. One day, a girl will be so lucky as to meet and one day marry you. You are a great person, and don't ever doubt that. I was luky to have you lvoe em once, as everyone should be. You have a heart of gold, and I love just when we would talk for hours on end and have nothing to say but shit, but we had fun. You'd stay up late just tot alk to me, and you would often confide in me on many things. I used to hate you, and you knew that...too by the book. But I learned that ebing such a way is what ultimately made em fall inlove with you. Of course, we're great friends now, and that';s all I want ti to be. Here's to two years, and thankfully more. I heart you my Latin Hunk of man....and one day i will finally make you something for lunch like you always beg me to.
I'm sorry if I forgot some significant person in my life, and if I remember I will surely edit this...The reason I said "To everyone in ACW" is ebcause there's soemthing I want to say. For two years, I have ben lying about something...and I feel it needs to be said. Most of the people I mentioned before this already knew abiout this, and was kind enough to keep it such as a secret until I was ready to have it known. My name is not Rena Matheson, and I am not female. My anme is Cody, and I am infact a homosexual male residing in Canada. There is a long story as to why I came here as a female, one that if you care to know I will tell you. Just know that previous to ACW I was amde fun of for being gay at another RPG site, and I came here and decided that I wasn't going to lwet that happen again. I'ms orry for leading you guys on, and making you believe that I was female...but I can assure I promised noone any outsiders relationship or anything...Latino knows that first hand. Thank you all for understanding everything, and I love you all.
xoxoxx
thank you.
here's to two years!